Wrestling, sport or life control?

Dearest Darling Readers,

This is the first time post from freak. and that's just what i am, a freak. i am one of four girls on the wrestling team and i want to tell you how my life is controlled by this sport, and has been from the first day i joined.
he day i joined i weighed 133.5 pounds, i believe, now that would put me in the 135 weight class, which at the time was desireable, because ther ewas only one other 135 which means that i would have a chance to be on the mat. Then the actual practices started. The grueling work you wouldn't expect from a high school sport, although if you do any sport you understand that that's the way all sports practices are.
if you know noithing about wrwestling, then let me take a sec and explain the basics. This is an individual team sport, which sounds weird i know but your match counts for team points, but once you step on the mat you're alone out thereou can't really here your coaches, no matter how loud they yell, because of the headgear we have to wear. Along with the singlet and the haircover the girls have to wear, you look so sexy, not. There are lots of moves and lots of rules i won't go into, because i've probably already bored you.
So i was a 135 for a few weeks and that took a lot of work to stay above 130 which is the next lowest weight class. Recently though i gave up on the 135 goal and i just began to eat normal amounts of food again, and tried hard, and kind of failed to stay away from bads food, and in one week i became a 130 and am now a proud 128.8 pound girl.
not only the weight iossue controls me, the practices are over two hours from right after school till 6 and then of course there are the meets, Wednesdays and Saturdays. So there goes all my Saturdaysthen the bus rides can be long. Saturdays are long and i hate not sleeping, so i sleep in on Sunday and i have homework to do so there goes my Sunday to, so during the winter my freetime is officially gone. and when meets are at home Saturdays we have to come back to the school at eight and bring the mats from the wrestling room, so there goes Friday night too.
This sport may control my life, but i love it, it has becaome my life, and the team is becoming a second family to me. So yeah basically i am a freak.

Freak :D